poem called "life goes on"...

"Life goes on"

life goes on 

Sometimes theres joy 

But; then it's great

Sometimes theres sadness

Oh but that fades

Sometimes there's regret

Oh but will that ever go away?

Life goes on...

poem originally written on 

April 13,1994 10:56p.m.

Christmas Eve 

Well today is Christmas Eve and it's really just another ordinary day were just sitting here watching Christmas movies and being bored. My daughter came down with the flu last night after spending time over my sisters where my sister and my niece were ill. So the family that stays together gets sick together. 
I guess Christmas is special for people who have large families. 
But for people like us it's just really not that special. Don't get me wrong we did get my daughter the present she wanted which was the samsung chrome book to which I am happily demonstrating as we type. 
I must admit it is way better typing than my Ipad or my huge laptop. I might have to take over this little toy, of course when she's not using it of course.

I know I must sound like the grinch what with Christmas and all but I just dont see christmas as everyone else does. I think it must come from my religious background. 
At the age of twelve years old we were basically raised with a Jehovah witness religion to which we never celebrated Christmas or any other holidays. My mom said we did when I was very young  when my father was around. My parents divorced when I was 11. 

So as far as christmas goes I dont have any memory of it.

My first husband really was into christmas so I got the chance to get involved in the holiday spirit but being raised as a Jehovahs witness I always carried this concience that it was bad.

I think we all know that Jesus was not born on Christmas, but I dont see the wrong in reuniting families together because really thats what its all about right? 
So whats your views on  christmas? may it be possitive or what have you, let me know....

Jane Austen Persuasion....

“I can listen no longer in silence. I must speak to you by such means as are within my reach. You pierce my soul. I am half agony, half hope. Tell me not that I am too late, that such precious feelings are gone for ever. I offer myself to you again with a heart even more your own than when you almost broke it, eight years and a half ago. Dare not say that man forgets sooner than woman, that his love has an earlier death. I have loved none but you. Unjust I may have been, weak and resentful I have been, but never inconstant. You alone have brought me to Bath. For you alone, I think and plan. Have you not seen this? Can you fail to have understood my wishes? I had not waited even these ten days, could I have read your feelings, as I think you must have penetrated mine. I can hardly write. I am every instant hearing something which overpowers me. You sink your voice, but I can distinguish the tones of that voice when they would be lost on others. Too good, too excellent creature! You do us justice, indeed. You do believe that there is true attachment and constancy among men. Believe it to be most fervent, most undeviating, in F. W.

I must go, uncertain of my fate; but I shall return hither, or follow your party, as soon as possible. A word, a look, will be enough to decide whether I enter your father's house this evening or never.”
― Jane Austen, Persuasion




Why cannot love exists

Only truly in Jane Austin's world

To know

To feel

Love like Persuasion


This movie moved me so to want and desire to be transported back in time when pure love actually existed and lasted for eternity....

Oh the persuasion of it all....











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All you twilight fans

One day I will never have to cook again...

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Love should't have to be so painful...

Run Jacob Run...





I mean who wouldn't want to be under that waterfall?


I love this one with Jacob don't you?





Breaking Dawn.
by ~sarah-15

It’s a Breaking Dawn.
A new day.
Our new beginning.

We have waited eternity for this moment.
You are mine, and I yours.

I’m ready.
I’m finally ready.
This time, you swore.
It’d be this time.

This is our Breaking Dawn,
At the beginning of Twilight.

Stay by my side.
Sleep near me tonight,
For you are forever mine.
And I am forever yours.

Speak to me,
Softly hum in my ear.
Sing me to sleep, my angel.
My Edward.

I shall rest my head,
Upon your stone cold chest.
My dreams will only be of you tonight.
Only my love.

No nightmares will haunt me tonight.
I am safe.

As I arise in the morning,
I find no trace of you.
In your place is a note,
It reads,

“My Bella,
“I am waiting for you.”

And there I find you,
Standing with open arms,
At the beginning of our forever.

At our Breaking Dawn.

Breaking Dawn...part#2

Where do I begin?

Well first of all I will wonderfully admit that when Stephanie Meyers first came out with her first novel Twilight I first noticed the book at the Scholastic book fair that was being held in our local library. I remember walking over and picking up that book. What caught my attention was the cover "The shiny red apple" and then I noticed how thick the book was which I totally loved due to my love for reading. And I absolutely adore sinking myself into a book that I can quite get lost in it, "there is nothing worse than getting absorbed in a book and then finding out the story is over..." I loved also the fact that it was a paper back because paperbacks are so much cheaper to buy. Wow I just realized when the first twilight came out it was in paperback and with a different cover. So I decided to purchase the book along with some others for my daughter. Well I took the book home and began to read it and to tell you the truth I think I got through two chapters and it really didn't strike my attention. So that book kind of just sat on my book shelf for a month or so.... And then I began to hear something about that book again from who knows where...I heard it being about vampires and wear wolves and I thought how cheesy! Here I was thinking I probably didn't make a good choice purchasing this book. I really just thought it would stay on my bookshelf for good. Then I really don't remember but one day I opened it up and decided to give it another shot...
Then that's when it all changed....I never put that book down till the end..."I was definitely hooked!!" I couldn't wait till her next book, and the next, and the next...

And then finally Stephanie Meyers released her movies to the big screen. And i was just like all the crazed fans out there...I couldn't wait to see "Twilight" and then......

I was so disappointed! It was such a major disappointment.... The movie did not do any justice to Stephanie Meyer at all. I couldn't understand the book was just so awesome and the movie was like a total rip off!

Well after that I promised that I would never watch any more of the twilight movies, or at least pay to see them. So I did adventually see the rest slowly, but surely. Of course they never did meet any of my expectations. Until.....

Breaking Dawn 2

I must admit they finally did it right....
It was a rainy day and I was pretty bored I decided to call the movie theatre first to see if they're were any more tickets available. It just came out Thursday night the premier showing. And here it was Friday. And there were tickets so I drove over to the theatre and purchased tickets for the night showing.
Just two weeks previous I went to the movies to see Paranormal Activity and wow! I really don't think they could put a much worse movie EVER! That was definitely a waste of my time and Money and A Saturday.

So here we were getting ready to see Breaking Dawn part 2 and I didn't even see part 1 But I already knew the whole trilogy. So I was really pretty much happy leaving the theatre at the end it was a great movie! I guess they waited to the last to make a big impact on the whole Twilight story. Oh And I really loved the part when they put Stephanie Meyers on the wedding guest list.

Way to go "Breaking Dawn".!!!!!!!!


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iPod touch 5!

Still in the box






Out of the box


-it's so pretty isn't it?







Well I finally received my new iPod touch 5!

I tried looking everywhere even the apple store but they sold out so fast and yes it did come out a week earlier which I never knew but that's o.k. I finally got it from the online site of Walmart yesterday.
One thing for sure the apple store was no help to me their customer service sucks! They only had one model left it was the 64 gb in yellow, no thank you.
I really wanted in in pink. And paying over $300 was as high I was going to spend. I actually sold my iPod touch 4 so that helped quite a Lott.
I was so excited I was up all night till 1:00 am downloading music....
I cannot believe the camera is so amazing it has a flash for shooting pictures at night. And it's so thin and light. And the picture quality is excellent much bigger than the older model. My only complain is "I really need a case" I am so anal with all my electronics I don't want it to get scratched. I already know what cover I want it's a clear hard case so you can see the prettiness of the pink.







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Huge lump on my cat...

I feel so bad my conscience is killing me a little. I found this huge lump on my cats right leg on Friday and I have no idea what it is. I've gone on the net to see if other people have had this same problem and i really haven't found out much. I thought maybe it was a black widow bite or some kind of bug bite. It feels like its filled with fluid. My husband decided to try to pierce it with a needle but its skin was too thick and my cat kind of cried. My cat is showing no signs of illness he's still the ornery cat that he always is... I think I will wait and see a couple more days...and decide to visit the vet. My sister said she took her cat to the vet because it had an ear infection and that visit cost her $300
I really don't need that right now...

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